wat do i do ? basically living my life...

Rabu, 19 Mei 2010

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dear, God...i know U have such a twisted sense of humor, but it has never been dis far before. well, who am i 2 question Ur will ? i'm just a lously helpless human. so wat i'm gonna do is just laugh and laugh about my twistedly funny fate. till i die.

people said dat forgetting d one we love is hard ? dat we will seems 2 see him/her everytime, everywhere ? tell me about it. now wat should i do ? turning off all the TV and internet ? throwing away all the newspapers and magazines ? covering my sensitive ears 2 people's talk ? moving out and live in a deserted island like tom hanks in "cast away" ? or simply just throwing myself from the roof ?

everything i have done is dis past few years...what is it for ? chasing 4 sumthing dat is now BEYOND my reach. *i will give u a number : 150. maybe consists of more than 100 hot single girls* fine. i will live single and die alone. so what ? i don't need a substitute. a di*** will be enough...excuse my word.

i have laughed. i have cried. i have done a long thought to figure out wheter i'm exaggerating. well, honestly...i dun think i am. it's like a newly ex-smoker dat being thrown away to a world of cigarettes. just kill me now.

PS : is this post so obvious ? well, i couldn't care less. just consider it as a little more publication. go on and gossip about me, tell others about how pathetic i am. have fun :)




2 komentar:

Aku mengatakan...

SEMANGAAAT DIN!
Like a newly ex-smoker dat being thrown away to a world of cigarettes.. It's a challenge I think.. Or maybe,, God want to know, how serous u are in stopping to smoke... *stop smoking or stopping to smoke? haha, whatever..

God just want to give u a "little" test Din..
Have u even thought dat how good it will be if u can pass this test?
That will be great.. :)
Just be strong.. Just for sum days.. Not months, or even years..

CENGAMAT! :)

Deena mengatakan...

trimakasih tman :) g tw ni knapa ak terserang temporary melancholy >.< PMS kali yaa ? hehehe :D

CEMANGAT !!